August 2009 Activity Check

[Tirael]

Alright, folks, same drill as usual: please write whether you intend to remain here on ToRA, how active you'll be, and your characters. Please post quickly.

[Treble Tiderunner]

Me is here. I will be less active for the next few weeks during the fair, but then will be at normal activity again.

Skipper
Fern
Aidan
Seasand
Eastpaw
Enon
SoMtW
Tampa
Lorna
Grath

I think thats it?

[terg]

I hope to be as active as possible... which hopefully is pretty active.

Ephriam
Toby

[Treble Tiderunner]

Ahem. ^^ Characters vouched for will be placed on the safe list. If you wish to drop a character, please just say so and we will place their name on the Archive list. Thanks! Check will remained open until 12 AM central time August 31st. Any characters on the unaccounted for list will be archived as well as those on the archive list.


Safe List:

Skipper's

• Skipper
  
• Fern
  
• Aidan
  
• Seasand
  
• Eastpaw
  
• Enon
  
• SoMtW
  
• Tampa
  
• Lorna
  
• Grath
  

terg's

• Ephriam
  
• Toby
  

Brooke's

• Riverflow
  
• Brookesong
  
• Violeteyes
  
• Southpaw Varilde
  
• Kylie
  

Tirael's

• Tirael
  
• Brush
  
• Brend
  
• Laila
  

Lorki's

• Sleetfang
  
• Sokana Kehure
  
• Estlin Armon Vinsing
  

Unaccounted for:

Zephyr Swiftfire
Shor Tydesong
Gulls Tik
Malachi Faldarki
Rivertinn McHedj
Jakk Silvermoone
Jakk
Griffin
Azrael Umbra
Melroch


Archive List:

Maxodis's

• Vsevolod Petrenko
  
• Danol
  
• Redin Outmir
  
• Seourd Lackdeh
  
• N'Tashi the Tyrant
  

[Brooke]

I is here, but leaving on thursday for a wedding. Why can't everyone just get married in Vegas by an elvis impersonator?! Anyway!

*Brookesong
*Riverflow
*Violeteyes
*Soutpaw
*Kylie

[Tirael]

I'm here all the time. Every day. You can't run from me.

Tirael
Brush
Brend
Laila

[lorki]

Me and...

Sleet
Soko
Estlin (Oops forgot about him a bit... I love that kitty)

Will be more active since my work schedule just flipped out and got a LOT easier ^^

[Maxodis]

I am most definetly,

Unquestionably,

Irrevocably,

Dead.

Lots of things have happened, or to be more precise, are still happening. That much is evident by the volume at which I have my music being pulsated directly into my ears, not to mention the type of music or particular song.

Needless to say, I have a full time job now, which while exhilarating and engaging(Who knew making sandwiches could be so entertaining?), is intensely time consuming and energy sapping. I spend most of my free time sleeping. The times I'm not sleeping or working, I suppose it would be most accurate to say that I'm engaged in "holding on". Not going to say much about that matter, other than at times it feels like my life is falling apart, even though I know very well that it isn't, that this is only a brief period in the whole expanse of my life and whatnot, that there's still much to live for.

I suppose what I'm trying to say is that I won't have any motivation to be active in roleplaying, even if I did have the time. I suppose I also want to apologize to all the people I've met here. I don't know why you all put up with me and my childlike behavior as I went through some things that I should have learned a long time ago, but was afraid to. Sorry for my irrational mood changes, sorry for my brooding, for the hiatuses. For pouring all that I was feeling into what I typed, with the devotion to turn this idealistic story of what I suppose is called bravery and justice into something that I felt was more "real", more dark and miserable, as I viewed... well.. view the world to be. I really went to great lengths to taint the plot with as much of this "realism" as I could, I suppose I felt that you were all foolish to even dare to delight in a world communally created with no gray areas, where the confusions of life were nowhere near as few as in reality, where there was comfort in being either completely happy or completely miserable.

Some small part of me insists that I could make time to post fairly regularly here and there, maybe once or twice a week at the least. Logic tells me its possible. Somehow, I don't see it happening.

THAT SAID:

My deepest apologies to those of you who had ingrained your characters or plots in with characters of my design, or had to change your previous plans on how the story was to flow due to my interference. I apologize to those of you who waited for me to come back to life in order to continue my part of the story. I apologize to all of you who expected me to do as I had promised and take lead command of what is represented as the evil. I don't have the heart to do it anymore.

I relinquish my control of any and all of my characters to whomever wishes to employ them, with the one exception of Redin Outmir. Make no mistake, my right to his name and his concept has been challenged more than once, he has been stolen and bastardized before, a google search of his name is the standing proof to that. I will be checking back occasionally to see that he has not been desecrated again. If anyone is to twist that sorry bastard, that idol of torment, the one character I poured myself into the most, it will be me. That is my right, and mine alone.

With that, I leave you, people of ToRA. It was fun, I suppose. I don't know why, but I feel compelled to finish with a link to the song I have been listening to zealously for the past day, which while it causes me great pain to hear, I cannot stop listening to.

The one and only,
Maxodis.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYlS_kmxES0